Walking down the stairs,
I see your picture on my heart,
Half broken … Half spoilt..
Memories popped out..,
making my mind wander,
Empty heart cry for love…
My invisible peer, breeze
trying to fade away my tears..
yet my eyes still continues
and tear drops…
Walking down the stairs,
I see my heart broken,
It’s no more now..
by hitha
One who heard my first cry ,
One who taught me
how to speak is no more today..
No more to see,
No more to care,
Tears couldn’t make her alive
And prayers couldn’t bring her back,
Because she is no more….
By hitha
Deep inside me, I wanna be alone.
And let my emotions flow.
I am here, with all my friends near
But my mind in deep deep fear..
How do I tell it to stop worrying,
And stop tears shedding..
Pillows are still wetting..
Dark rooms are welcoming..
Thunder and lightning..
My heart cry aloud..
Lost the keys of love…
Hatred is ruling over my body..
With sign of revenge stabbing me behind
Affection just forgot to breath,
And taking its last breathe..
Rose petal wishes to rest on my pale skin,
But got killed and burnt…
My heart cried while my mind laughed.
“No no, I am dying….” concise replied..
But somewhere ,
Deep deep inside..
I have hope of light,
which will take me to the sun
And bring sunshine in me.
Do we have problems? Yes .. all have got it.
You aren’t the only one who got that special importance from lord.
But you see, I have seen many people to show their dull blue faces when it comes to smiling, being happy… they show it to the world like “I got problem, so I can’t smile” kinda attitude.
I have experienced it once, then I got one more experience which makes me to think twice before showing up that face.
I lost my mother 2years ago.. I felt broken.. then everything felt like blue.
When it comes to smiling, I remember those times with her, and suddenly my broad smile goes off.
And then comes that most motivating day when I met that situation. I was in bus waiting for my bus to move which was taking more than 10min in that station. Bored by the sight , I looked outside the window. And I saw a mentally disturbed special young boy and his caring mother holding his hands and crossing the road. She was old, tensed and I could see pain in her eyes. And that boy, not aware of this big world out there.
This sight made me realize, what if I lost my mother. I got that set of mind where I can move on with my life, Where i can take care of myself. Specially where i can handle the situation.
Till that day , I was blaming God for taking my mom with him. But when I saw that sight , I thanked him.
What if that young boy lost her, what if he was in my situation. How could he handle himself?
I realized, everybody got problem, tensions and think it’s kinda biggest thing they have in their life.
But if we think twice, we got those problems and tensions which we are capable of handling. Nothing more ,nothing less.
It’s just took 5min to realize it. How much would you take ?think twice.
If you got chance to smile , then smile. Don’t hide it. Your life is got a long way to go..
Surviving leaf 